// Aura-Etheric Body-Chi Energy//

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Geneticists have discovered that human DNA undergoes an evolutionary jump by activating some junk DNA when a person is sending positive frequencies through positive affirmations in gratitude.

All linguistic languages can be mapped from sacred geometry in the Flower of Life form that visually shows that language is vibration. The Flower of Life is believed by many metaphysical traditions to be the 1st completed energetic life form God created and then complex sound waves of sacred geometric shape such as Archangel Metatron’s icosahedron cube. Metatron’s cube has shown up unbiased in many ancient traditions and religions. It consists of all sacred geometry such as the Flower of Life, Seed of Life, tree of life, the golden ratio, the golden spiral, the golden mean, Phi, Fibonacci, tetrahedron, hexahedron, octahedron and the dodecahedron. Archangel Metatron is believed by many ancient civilizations to be the right hand being of God/universal consciousness in the creation process.The message mapped out in the form of conclusive math as depicted in sacred geometry is a infinite unbreakable truth in nature, which is that everything exists in unity, harmony, and oneness. If any living thing doesn’t realize this, then nature dismantles it and recreates new life forms that will work with the laws of nature.

The words one chooses to say and hear sends a frequency that changes human DNA. There are 64 condones in dna. The waves of emotions cause condones to activate. We only activate two emotions. Fear and love have different sin waves. Fear is a shorter frequency, but unconditional love has a longer frequency that activates more genetic patterns in your body through activating more condones. That’s because the universe functions in simple math as seen in the number line we all learned in grade school and still trying to figure out in life . (+) + (-) = stability, nothing forward & nothing backwards. That’s why when you say or do a positive thing and then replace it a negative, you get in an emotional quagmire. (-) + (-) = -, which means two negative always goes into further descent. When you say or do something negative to yourself and follow with more negativity, you fall into more of an abyss. (+) + (+) = +, which means only two positives will amplify and grow as it feeds off each other in unison. This is seen when you do or say something positive to yourself, you feel good and it keeps on going. Here’s the kicker, your brain can’t tell the difference if you say or do something negative to yourself or to others as you brain sees you two as one being. So when you say or do something negative to others, your body still feels the effects of stress, anxiety, and paranoia as if you did it to yourself.

A continuation of such negativity starts to create stress and ailments in your body. Living in unconditional love for yourself and others activates the Kundalini source energy within your pineal gland as displayed in a variety of 6th senses and shown in various spiritual artworks throughout the ages. The funnel torus that looks like a magnetic apple field around your heart is multiple torus’s insulated within more of itself and spinning in a circular pattern up to the top, around to the bottom, and back up again like a black hole. The infinity math is looping itself in the space between your dna strands on and on it goes. This is so because you are infinite energetic beings having a human experience. You are a hu-man be-ing., which means you are in the experience of “being” a “man” turning into a “Hu”, which “hu” means God or divinity. You are the integration of God or Goddess in man.

A fully integrated human is enlightened and is a leading edge experience of the divine and the physical. So feed your divine energetic self positive, unconditionally loving frequencies in the form of loving words and thoughts. The long speculated 6th senses of human DNA can be activated based on the person’s level of spiritual consciousness according to science proving that long held mantras of healing or chanting as believe by Buddhists, Native Americans, Mayans, and many more ancient chanting traditions have been accurate. The question now is; what are you saying to yourself and others that’s either advancing or stunting your cellular evolution? The choice is yours.

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// My Butthole and I//

An embarrassing length of time ago, someone asked me to write a blog about anal preparation. So finally I am going to present to you the methods that work well for me when learning/preparing for anal. Before I start I like to add a little disclaimer and say that I do not believe these methods will work for everyone, nor am I encouraging you to use them, I am simply answering a question publicly. This blog is a combination of advice given to me by Phoenix Marie and Ann, and my own exploration. 

When I first started working on Anal my boyfriend was very supportive, of course, so I had help from the beginning. If you’re solo on this don’t worry, you don’t really need anyone to help you physically. Its just good for the motivation :)  

If being afraid of your own poop is keeping you from trying this out, then you want to buy an enima/douche, a reusable  one is best because I only use water to enima. You can also use a regular enima that you can empty out and fill with water. I use water because the solution in the enima’s will fill you with  a solution that will make everything turn to diarrhea basically. So you only want to use that when you really need it like if you’re really constipated. But just for general clean up when you practicing just enima until it runs clean. (I’ll talk more about this later)

A good toy to use for stretching is a set of small butt plugs. I would really only recommend using them for when you are just beginning. You want to start with something that has a good taper, nothing that will stretch too quickly. You’ll be able to tell just by looking at them. That’s better for quicker stretching but you can also use dildos if you can find one that doesn’t exceed the widest point of your stretch kit, that is, unless you want to stretch more, but keep in mind that dildos are not tapered the same way.

Ultimately, you want to avoid using butt plugs. If you can stretch without them its better for you. When you’re preparing, the muscle you want to focus on stretching is your sphincter muscle (your buttonhole itself). When you use butt plugs they only stretch your sphincter if you haven’t pushed the butt plug all the way in so that it can remain inside hands free. If you make it a habit of stretching that way you end up really stretching your colon which already has a natural elasticity to it. This puts you at risk for prolapsing which is what happens when your colon is pushed out of your asshole. So again just try to use something that will only stretch the sphincter and not the colon such as dildos and butt plugs called Dilators (my preference). 

So when I started I was most of the time I would practice because it just helps to be as relaxed as possible. Another thing I suggest for when you first start stretching is to use numbing creams if you are having difficulty, two I know of are Tush Eze, and Anal Eze. Basically it just numbs wherever you apply it so you can stretch a little more than usual. It isn’t strong enough that you will over stretch or tear and not realize it, it’s just a light numbing agent. Never push yourself to the point of pain, and become familiar with the difference between pain and discomfort because you will feel discomfort at times but you shouldn’t be in pain. It is hard to concentrate on completely relaxing your asshole and can take practice, learn to embrace the feeling of the stretch and try using clit stimulation to help. 

I feel that practicing is easier by yourself because you are able to push yourself farther in the beginning. Its hard trusting someone, even someone you care because its a foreign feeling and they cannot feel if you are in pain. That’s my opinion, I found it easier when I put myself it pain versus someone else putting me in pain and me trying to relate what not to do. Not to mention you save yourself from feeling any embarrassment (if you’re self conscious in trying this) Trust me, try it. 

Once you can handle something the size of a dick, you can try to go for it, but just take it extremely slow and use other methods of stimulation, it will make the experience far more enjoyable. I recommend being in control of the situation, by this I mean pick a position that will give you full control over the movement. I like to be in doggy and then I will push back at my own pace and let my partner be stationary. 

From there on out its just preference, and knowing your partner etc. 

If you like to clean out ahead of time, maybe the night/day before heres what I think you should know. This part of anal is different for everyone. You should be aware of your body and its metabolism, how long does it take it to fully digest your meals? It isn’t hard to notice this pattern once you start looking for it. I digest food slowly so I will prepare differently than someone who has a very fast metabolism. For instance, I notice that I usually don’t poop until the afternoon time, so that tells me that the food I ate for dinner the night before was digesting all night and by the time lunch rolls around its finally digested. Because of my slow metabolism I have to stop eating earlier in the evening the night before an anal scene. I find between 5-6 pm is a good time to stop eating, if I wait any later I notice the difference when I clean out the following day. Get to know your body so you can figure out how to plan your eating schedule accordingly. 

The night before I will enima until the water runs clean, I don’t even sweat it since I stop eating so early. I squeeze a lot of water up each time, you won’t get all the water out of you that night. Overnight excess water in your colon is breaking down other poop so when you wake up you usually don’t have to enima very much more. You’ll be able to tell when you’re cleaned out because you can push will all your might and not feel any pressure buildup waiting to push something out. At that point i would enima with only a little amount of water so that you’re only rinsing a short distance into your colon at most twice or until water runs clear, but don’t use a full enima in the morning. While you’re having sex later, the excess water that was trapped in your colon will be trickling down if you’re in an upright position which will cause leakage during sex. 

You can prepare in these ways if you choose but its all personal preference when it comes to hygiene and how well you clean out etc. 

An additional option when preparing for anal is taking Immodium. It basically keeps you from pooping by dehydrating you, used for diarrhea etc. This pill works really well for me if I need to use it, I try not to use it unless I need to because it usually stops you up for about a day and i can’t be bloated and working. But as long as you eat you’ll start up again regularly sometime the next day. In my opinion everything in moderation is fine but I don’t recommend using immodium on a regular basis. If you do use it, follow the directions on the package and note that it causes drowsiness. Drink LOTS of water with it to ensure your back on a regular cycle once its out of your system. 

Snacking: Gummy Bears, chewy candy, liquids (non dairy is best), and consume food/drinks with stimulants with discretion because they can make you poop. So that means, coffee, energy drinks, tea, smoking, etc. you get it. 

Night before meal: Eat something light when you do eat and if you must snack after hours, eat soup or have a popsicle, avoid things your body will turn into poop, basically. 

I hope I don’t have to apologize for length at this point, it should be pretty obvious that most of my posts are a little wordy. But thats to get my exact point across and address any questions beforehand to give you a complete blog of what I know on the topic of Anal. So thanks for taking the time to read this, hopefully it helps someone, especially the person who asked me. 

So again this is what works for me but everyone does it a little differently.

Feel free to ask me to elaborate more on anything :)

<3 Mischa

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I’m sorry for the delayed reply, I haven’t been on tumblr in some time. I’m so glad you liked the blog :) that makes me want to write more. A lot of people think this way but are not aware of it or really able to control their way of thinking until its validated through reading/hearing it from someone else. Ya know? ;) Thanks for reading I really appreciate it.

Take care!

Ive figured out Something helpful that works for me so well, I just thought I’d share and see if it works for anyone else.

I’ve always felt like my memory isn’t too great because I have a lot of trouble remembering things, (I think it might be because I’m always thinking of so many things all at once, that I just lose track of everything) but regardless I needed a method that would help me. Since I have a boyfriend I thought if I asked him to help me remember certain things that it would be a load off. I started to notice that after a few times of asking, without him even reminding me I would remember on my own. I thought “well how convenient, I’m remembering without really relying on him.”
So me and my over analytical mind discovered that the reason this method worked so well is because most people find it easier to hold someone else accountable, in any situation. So although I was doing it to help myself, I didn’t do it intentionally.
Me holding someone else accountable for the things I need to remember in turn helped me remember that that person is supposed to do something for me, if they don’t remember (which I never really assume they will) I have to make absolute sure I remember or else all I may forget entirely. It was especially helpful that every time I asked my bf to remember something, it was because it was something very important and I needed a back up memory to make sure it got done.

Forming this habit has been so helpful, and It’s so easy, it’s just human nature to want to put responsibility on others, even our own, like my case. Try it and let me know if it helps you!

Thanks for reading!
:) Mischa

I want you to tell me about every person you’ve ever been in love with. Tell me why you loved them, then tell me why they loved you. Tell me about a day in your life you didn’t think you’d live through. Tell me what the word “home” means to you and tell me in a way that I’ll know your mother’s name just by the way you describe your bed room when you were 8. See, I wanna know the first time you felt the weight of hate and if that day still trembles beneath your bones. Do you prefer to play in puddles of rain or bounce in the bellies of snow? And if you were to build a snowman, would you rip two branches from a tree to build your snowman arms? Or would you leave the snowman armless for the sake of being harmless to the tree? And if you would, would you notice how that tree weeps for you because your snowman has no arms to hug you every time you kiss him on the cheek? Do you kiss your friends on the cheek? Do you sleep beside them when they’re sad, even if it makes your lover mad? Do you think that anger is a sincere emotion or just the timid motion of a fragile heart trying to beat away its pain? See, I wanna know what you think of your first name. And if you often lie awake at night and imagine your mother’s joy when she spoke it for the very first time. I want you tell me all the ways you’ve been unkind. Tell me all the ways you’ve been cruel. See, I wanna know more than what you do for a living. I wanna know how much of your life you spend just giving. And if you love yourself enough to also receive sometimes. I wanna know if you bleed sometimes through other people’s wounds.

Andrea Gibson 

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I don’t know how long ago you posted this but i just now saw it. Thank you so much for being so sweet, I really just have a lot of dumb stuff floating in my head sometimes and instead of ponder on it myself I like to share in case someone out there like yourself might benefit from it. thanks for reading :)

// Food For Thought//

For a long time I didn’t realize how in tune with myself I actually am. Only as of recently did it become apparent to me. I’ve been this way for a while, and once I started backtracking on how I became this way, it really helped me fully understand the bigger picture of myself. Now that I’m beginning to make sense of all of this, let me be the first to tell you, realizing who you are, knowing what makes you tick, what kinds of things drive you and why, and being aware and in control of your emotions, can really make a positive impact on your life. 

The bottom line is, if you want to be treated well by people, or any particular way for that matter, you have to know yourself well enough to instruct other people on how to treat you. Since everyone in the world thinks differently, you can never truly expect someone to be intuitive enough to pick up on your wants and needs without you expressing them, and expressing them correctly. As well as you think you know some of your friends or significant others, there will at some point come a time when you misunderstand, or disagree with one another. Of course this is true for any relationship but taking this first step, figuring out who you are, will eliminate most major fights in any relationship. 

Understand though that this concept is multi-facetted, meaning, there’s more you have to do in addition to just knowing yourself. For instance, you can be very in tune with yourself without being able to express it right. The key to this is learning how each person, close to you or not, thinks. You can tell one person how you feel and they may understand, but it doesn’t mean that if you say the same thing to someone else that they will also understand. I got very good at practicing all of this by dating a whole slew of people I was extremely incompatible with. It’s my nature to try to make each relationship count, mainly because in my opinion, if you don’t go into each relationship whole heartedly, fresh and open minded, ready to take the good with the bad (truly) you won’t grow from it and in a sense you’ve wasted your time. Logically it doesn’t make sense to not try to learn from your mistakes, why should relationships with people be on a different system? 

Next time you’re upset, try to recognize it while it’s happening and ask yourself why you think you’ve allowed that situation to upset you. It can be hard work diving deep down into your mind and analyzing your emotions so if this isn’t something you already make a habit of it won’t happen over night. You’ll be surprised at what kinds of underlying problems you’ll uncover about your issues. Are you upset about a friend who doesn’t trust you? Maybe there’s a legitimate reason whether it be something you’ve done or something that has triggered this person to react as they have in the past when they felt a similar feeling. Significant feelings and emotions are linked with your memories. If you find yourself replaying an old memory in a new situation, it’s probably because something reminded you of that situation. And if you’re upset at the time, the memory is most likely a bad one. In recognizing this, you have identified at least this much about your mood and now it is a personal puzzle from this point on. Not a puzzle in the sense that it is undefined or that it’s difficult necessarily, but a puzzle in the sense that you have to be the one to piece these thoughts and conclusions together. No one else can read your mind and therefore, it’s up to you to eliminate your own problems by understanding what makes them problems. 

If you can do this or even understand what I mean, you’re off to a good start. From here, the next step would be learning to play devils advocate. You know your side of the story and you know what makes sense to you, but that’s only half of the game. Being an effective communicator includes being able to see all sides of an issue, including the opposing side. This is where being open minded comes into play. There’s a difference between seeing someones point of view, and agreeing with it. What’s not always easy is getting the other person to communicate as effectively as you can. This is why understanding THEM benefits you. It’s hard to think, “If I can do it why can’t they” But the truth of the matter is that when you practice  these concepts you can learn very positive things and very negative things about yourself. People have difficulty seeing negative things about themselves surface. But that’s the beauty of it all, If you catch on to these tendencies before it’s brought to your attention by someone else, those tendencies can be fixed on a personal level which is where the root of your discomfort comes to begin with. If you’re lucky enough to have a friend who is able to point out your inability to understand them or tell you that you’re not seeing it the way they intended and why, use that to your advantage. Instead of getting mad, be appreciative that they’ve done some of your work for you. And if you think they’re wrong, hopefully you know enough about what’s going on with your thoughts that you can correct the miscommunication. 

Don’t be judgmental about other peoples feelings. The best thing my mom ever told me was the phrase “I’m sorry you feel that way.” This is so powerful because ultimately you can’t directly control how people feel or why they feel that way, if anything, it is the other person allowing you to influence their emotions. This phrase gives you the upper hand, especially in a cut throat fight. You’ve tried all your tactics and the other person just isn’t receptive to any of it, this is when you say it. You’re being the bigger person by not showing disrespect and not discrediting the way they feel, you are instead recognizing that the argument won’t result in anything positive so you retreat and leave the ball in their court. People tend to get most upset when they are misunderstood or feel that emotions are being attacked. So by doing this you politely and whole heartedly let the person know that you are not saying the way they feel is wrong you’re simply stating that it is unfortunate that you can’t agree but with that being said, you become less argumentitive. 

This is why being able to notice and control your emotions comes in handy. Like I said, people can influence your mood but depending on how you choose to handle your emotions before, during and after an argument makes all the difference in being composed and clear headed. A less emotional mind tends to think more clearly, keep that in mind next time you get fired up. 

I’m writing this because I feel that my life has changed significantly by using these tools. And I notice people around me everyday that experience so much stress because of lack of good communication. Wether it be marriage, dating, friendships, family, work etc, it is a huge problem and I believe if more people took the time to study themselves, they would find more inner and outer peace. 

I dated someone very incompatible a few years ago, and because I was so determined to make it work, just because I give my relationships my all, I learned really quickly that most of the problems were being caused by my partner. I only say that because it was a very one sided relationship where the only sacrifice and understanding was coming from me. That gets very old very fast and can burn people out. I was literally mentally exhausting myself in every way, the truth we all know is that the fate of any relationship lies in the hands of the person that cares less. 

If your relationship feels like work, it isn’t right. After spending so much time analyzing the shit out of all of these past ex’s and what the underlying issues were behind our problems, I went from being with someone that made me miserable to being with someone I feel I could potentially marry. We don’t fight, and when I say we don’t fight I actually mean we never fight. Sure there’s a small argument or clashing of wants from time to time but because we are both so accommodating and caring towards one another, conflicts are easily dissolved before they become fights. I have no expectations that this relationship will actually result in marriage or not, because having expectations about something in the future only sets you up for possible let down. Go with the flow and handle your problems fully and completely one at a time and always try to take something positive away from it. 

A good friend of mine and motivational speaker Halcyon (you can watch him on youtube) said an excellent quote that helps keep me positive throughout the day, “In any given situation you have your foot in dog shit and you’re holding an ice cream cone in your hand, it’s up to you to choose which one you’re going to focus on. If you’re looking for happiness you’re going to find happiness, if you’re looking for problems, you’ll certainly find those too.Try to look at problems with people in the same light, that is how you come out on top, by finding the good in the situation. I truly believe in positive and negative energy and by practice I have found that when I keep a positive mood throughout the day regardless of my encounters, I experience more and more happiness that seems perpetual in the days following. Good luck seems prevalent and the problems that are still around become less noticeable. On the opposite end, when you’re upset its so easy to continue to focus on the bad, which I believe really feeds that negative energy. If you think you can do something you probably can, and if you don’t, you’re probably right. 

Don’t blame others for your shortcomings. We know that we are in ultimate control of our lives and this includes your thoughts. Self motivation to change or just motivation in general is so important to have when shaping yourself into the person you strive to be. If you’re unhappy with the way your life is than change it. It’s no one else’s responsibility to make you happy, just yours. When you start making it other peoples responsibility you will find yourself in a mess. At the end of the day you only have yourself to deal with inside, and if your life comes to a point where you don’t have anyone around you to make you feel happy, depression is right around the bend. I ran into that several times, and began to notice that when I was single I was so much happier and so much more productive in my life, because I was being self reliant. There’s a sense of emotional security when you know you can be happy alone. Which is why I believe that before dating anyone you should be at this point mentally. 

Your mind is a very complex place but try putting these methods in place and see what kinds of results you get, I’m only stating what I know worked for me which understandably cannot help everyone who isn’t open to trying them. Its like meditation, it works for those that want it to work.

I’m finished for now, I just had to get that out. If you’re going to write anything rude, don’t. I’m only posting this to get my thoughts out and maybe leave you with some food for thought. 

Thanks for reading!

Mischa

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